haii.. i juss wanna make up for the time that i did not update this blog of mine.. as of right now.. we're juss waiting for the pizza to arrive so that we could finally eat.. but thats not my point.. anyway.. since we came home from our province.. there's nothing i can think of but the next summer that we will be going there.. i for one know that thats a long time from now coz we already have plans for next summer and we go to our province only every other year.. this summer was different compared to the other times that we went there.. i don't know if it was because of me.. or because of the people and the environment there.. its juss so different from manila.. first with the way i dress.. i didnt have to care a whole lot.. coz nobody really cared as much as the people in manila.. next the wind there is so different.. as in.. it was a reason why i didnt really like going to the city to shop and stuff.. i actually liked to bum around by the beach better than to go to the city.. coz it was warm and cool at the same time.. it was juss perfect.. lastly.. i really liked the environment that we were at.. the people,, animals,, plants,, etc.. it was actually like a summerdream come true.. and i think that you know about my love for volleyball right?.. guess what.. i got to play there everyday if i wanted to.. it was juss so great.. and some coins were added to the game too.. to make the games more interesting.. hehe.. i remember this time that we played two on two.. like beach volleyball.. and our bet was fifty bucks.. i guess when theres money involved you really get all that adrenalin working to be able to pursue your goal.. well.. i was juss so happy.. i cant explain it..  wait.. before i end this entry of mine.. i want to share something about the people that i met there that became really good friends of mine.. well.. theyre-how do you put it-special kinds of friends.. its only once in a blue moon that you meet people like them you know.. the ones that are fun but knows limits.. where can you find kids that knows respect huh?.. and id put my life in stake for them.. thats how much i want them to be my friends.. my only wish is for them to be my friends forever.. coz its actually a challenge for each one of us.. seeing each other for only a month every other year.. can you imagine?.. thats why my point here is that im gonna miss em a whole lot.. (hoping that they'll see this.. haha.. ) nothing in this world can stop me from being there for them at all times even if.. that is the obvious.. but still.. even if what i said was juss a metaphor.. inside my heart it means a whole lot..

goal in life: when i grow up.. i want be a successful person.. and get our house in the province as an inheritance and be able to take care of it.. and hopefully my childhood friends will still be there.. and somehow know me.. haha..

goodbye summer.. when will you visit again? school year's coming.. won't you come side by side? or would you rather wait for your turn again? ok? ill be waiting.. please dont take too long..

sana mabasa mo to at matamaan ka.. leche ka.. napahulog mo p kc ako sayo eh.. mamatay ka na.. i hate you!!!</3

                                     ~goodnight~

::suspension::

nagstart nung friday.. mgisa lng ako.. how deadly.. omg.. i came at about 7:40 kasi i thought na ung school time pa rin ung i-aapply.. i came nga from the hospital eh.. kasi nagbantay ako sa dad ko.. tpos nun nagpasundo ako pra mgpahatid sa house nmn pra mkaligo nd everything.. so un.. pumunta nkong skul after.. umupo lng ako dun sa faculty.. ung chair dun sa may door.. haha.. un.. tpos sbi nung tita mghntay lng dw muna ko kasi nghhnap p dw cla ng papagawa.. so un.. while i was sitting there (waiting) xmpre nagsisidatingan ung mga teachers pra mag time-in.. tpos prang ako.. tga-kaway lng.. haha.. pro mjo mdme2 dn nmn sknlang ngntong kng bkt ako andun tska kng bkt nka-uniform and the like.. tpos finally may pinagawa n ung tita skn.. pro i regret being so eager to know what i was going to do.. haha.. ung unang pinagawa skn was sorting the reply slips of the (WHOLE) year.. kasi may class daw the day before na nag community service tpos inayos nla ion pro by section pro dpat daw by events.. so prang ako.. wow.. aun.. gnwa ko un nung morning hngng mga around 2 yta.. tpos nun pumunta ko dun sa ofc after.. tas sbi ko sa tita n tpos nko.. tpos la dw clng maicp na ipagawa so pina-alphabetize nlng nla by batch ung mga index cards.. pra lng may ipagawa e no.. haha.. so un.. actually di ko xa ntpos eh.. ntpos ko lng xa until half ng sophomore.. so un.. sbi ko nga sa tita ttapusin ko nlng the next day.. haha.. so un.. umalis nko.. tpos nung next day.. ngpagicing ako ng 7.. pro gncng ako ng 7:30.. (oh ya.. sbi pla nung tita na 8 am to 4 pm ung suspension ko.. haha.. ) so ligo ako 10 mins. tpos bihis 5 mins. tpos subo ng onti.. toast exactly.. tpos toothbrush tpos rode the car.. grbe.. the moment i closed the door of the car and the engine started i suddenly remembered that i haven't brushed neither combed my hair even once.. so hanap nman ako sa car pro unfortunately wala.. pumasok ako ng school ng wlang suklay.. hahaha.. la nman nkapansin e.. thankfully.. haha.. pinapasok lng ako dun sa room sa side nung ofc.. tpos andun lng ako nkaupo.. tpos mamaya nkahiga nko sa arms ko.. sbi ko sa tita n gcngn nia nlng ako kpag may ipapagawa nlng.. hahaha.. donya eh no.. di nga ko gncng until nung time na mgrrecess n dpat ako.. so natulog ako from 8 to 10.. haha.. tpos after recess.. la parin pnagawa sken.. pti after lunch.. pro nung mga 1 yta or later than 1.. tinawag ako nung tita tpos ngoacut xa ng mga pieces of paper na ididikit dun sa programme ng grad ng fourth yr.. kasi may correction ung dlwang names dun sa pinakaunang page.. tpos after nun.. pinasulat sken sa papers ung mga names tska section tska class number nung mga students na may kulang pa sa clearance.. pti pla ung kng ano ung kulang nla.. tpos inutusan ako nung isang tita na pmnta kay sir arellano kasi may important person na nghhnap ng programme.. haha.. so gnwa ko n and bla bla bla.. tpos umupo nlng ako dun nghhntay n paalisin nko.. can u beliee na di ako pinaalis hnggng mag 1 minute to 4.. kakainis.. haha.. nag whole day din ako nung saturday para di ko n kelngn pumasok ng monday nxt week.. kasi sa wednsday na kme aalis e.. kya un.. ngaung monday.. may ksma nrn ako sa wakas.. haha.. nag ayos kme nung newspapers nung blue flame tska booklets na di nkarating sa mga students.. haha.. linabel lng tska linagay sa mga envelopes.. tpos nun dpat ipaghihiwlaay kme by year pro la nmn dw pla ipapagawa dun sa mga 2nd yr kya ngsama2 kme dun kay ms jimenez.. pinabilang nia smen ung mga instruments sa mr.. haha.. tpos laughtrip lng.. kasi un lng gnwa nmen buong araw kc di xa bumalik hnggng mga 3 yta.. haha.. tpos may time nga na nakahiga kmeng na diane tska tinay sa floor tpos natutulog sa niki sa chair tpos c emi bglng lumabas ng room.. tpos nagsitayuan kme tpos inoff nmen ung lyts tpos pumasok kme dun sa isang mlking cabinet dun sa ma door.. tpos nung pumasok c emi.. binuksan nia ung cabinet tpos tumalon sa gulat.. hahahaha.. benta.. tpos nun.. nung 10 to 4 na.. ngtnong kme kng pwde n kme umalis pro di prn dw so nghntay kme tpos nung 4 na ayaw prn kme paalisin.. c diane lng pinaalis.. may letter p dw kc n ibbgay.. may kausp kc c sir arellano kya ntgalan bgo masignan ung letter.. aun.. nkaalis n kme ng 4:15.. sa home for the angels kme mgppnta from tomorrow until friday.. haha.. sbrng gs2 ko kya dun.. la lng.. natutuwa lng ako.. so un.. pg pnta kong gate 1 andun na ung sundo ko so umuwi nko tpos pinabigay ung letter sa mom ko.. tpos un.. tpos na.. haha.. tomorrow nlng ult or some other day.. til next tym.. mwa.. haha..

hey hey hey.. xenxa ngaun na lng.. nkktmad kc tlga e.. pro la n tlga ko mgwa ngaun kya eto. mglalagay ako ng bgong entry..  hehe.. so un.. dun s mga nkakaalm nung sumthn ko.. haha.. sumthn pa ko e no.. labo.. ung kaso.. sa monday ko p mllmn kng ano n tlga sanction ko.. haha.. dpat khpon e pro sbi nung tita blikan ko nlng sa monday kc di pa nassignan.. so un.. lots of stuff has been comin up.. like stuff thats personal.. haha.. cnbi ko pa e no.. niwei.. natulog ako kgbeh sa house ng dad, anti, lola and uncles ko.. haha.. tpos umuwi kme ngaung morning kc may dentist ako mya.. soo.. kamusta ka nman.. haha.. papagawa ako ng retainers kc nwala ko nung peace camp.. inis.. so un.. tpos.. la nkong makwento pro gs2 ko tong pahabain.. hmm.. icp icp.. ayoko na kc ishare dto mga hate thoughts ko.. kc naccra lng araw ko.. mga epal kc.. nkakagago.. kung mga katropa nga gngago nila pno pa kya ung iba.. mg ingat ingat kayo jan kng alm nio kng cno cno pnguusapn ko.. cge ishshare ko nlng kng ano ung nafeel ko nung gnwa nla un.. xmpre nung nlman ko un na gnun nlng pla.. natural nman na mglit dba.. pro come to think of it.. ang lungkot tska anskit.. kc prang khit mgkaibigan kayo and sa love mo lng naman naririnig ung napaglaruan ka e.. pro ito ung sitwasyong napaglaruan.. gets nio ba? un nga.. nagago.. di mo nman kc akalain dba.. lalo na kng cla o xa pa ngssbing 'im for mf only'.. or gs2 kong mblik ung dteh.. bsta mdme e.. bsta u get the point? sbrng sad tlga tska parang wla kmeng pinagsamahan na bglng ganun na lng.. pti nga ung mga -cguro un n nga- katropa nla pinapatulan kme e.. as if we did something to them too.. its so sad to think that once friends ko dn ung mga un.. pro i dont care anymore -not really-.. thats what they want nman e and and as their former friends kelngn kong tnggpin un kc un ung gs2 nla ang thats mhere theyre happy.. in conclusion.. even though i hate them i love em.. and im sure one day ill miss em.. bye.. cya'll aftr ths skul yr.. uhmm maybe not..

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                                         ~flipp c prin b ggmtn ko o boni nlng?~

haii.,kakatmad gmwa ng entry.,haiisz.,